again and again...

i thought things are better now...
no.. for goodness sake...
things just seem to get worse...
till next week, till the result is out...
i will not be in good mood at all...
i really hope things will turn out in the good way..
it has been bad enough now...
it is torturing, it  is cracking me into thousand pieces...
sometimes you slowly get better from the situation..
but the action from the people around you will just make things worse again...
i don't know what i can do now...
please let things be fine..
please let the petition get approved...
for goodness sake..
i don't know why...
but seriously...
it is slowly tearing me down....
i pray with all my heart things will be fine...
please God..
you have to help me this time...
please let things work out the correct way...
and please guide me through it..